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I think I had to say this mostly cause of a friend:
-I am a writer
-I will always be a writer
-I am always loving and grateful for the fans I do have
-I support them just like they support me
-But...I always have paranoia and a lack of confidence.
-I'll never be the best, I'll never be famous, I'll never have the most popular girls or know the right people at the right time; and I'll never make money off doing something I love...but I'm OK with that.
-I don't want fame, money or any of that stuff; I just want to get my ideas out there.
-And if others like what I do and support me, then that's great
-If not...its frustrating but that's life.
Hope I didn't mean any harm or cause any unintended problems.
-I am a writer
-I will always be a writer
-I am always loving and grateful for the fans I do have
-I support them just like they support me
-But...I always have paranoia and a lack of confidence.
-I'll never be the best, I'll never be famous, I'll never have the most popular girls or know the right people at the right time; and I'll never make money off doing something I love...but I'm OK with that.
-I don't want fame, money or any of that stuff; I just want to get my ideas out there.
-And if others like what I do and support me, then that's great
-If not...its frustrating but that's life.
Hope I didn't mean any harm or cause any unintended problems.
Random Musings - 4/19/24
-I really had more time or focus to do these lately, with all that goes on in the morning and how exhausted I get in the evening, I don't even have time for these. I'm still trying to at least squeeze one in per week but it just is what it is. -I hate the way the world is right now as if it just wants a war that it really doesn't need or deserve. I don't want to get political but religion shouldn't be an excuse to support a nation whose leaders are horrid and who just want to cause problems instead of solving them. And that's all I need to say about that. -Saw someone post in my entry about the Disney Tournament I did a couple years ago; I swear a sequel is coming (I did promise :iconToonfan37: I'd do it but it's just been busy as mentioned) but be patient about it. -One final thought: still wondering if doing the Looney Tunes project is turning too many people off since there's so few who seem to comment or fave it despite the support of me doing it from the get-go. I'm happy
Random Musings - 4/11/24
-Checking in as is from Washington, DC; on my Cherry Blossom break and just going around doing fun stuff and whatever comes to mind. I'm more used to going and leaving in the same day instead of making a weekend of it but with the distance between Pittsburgh and DC and the time, I figured...why not and did it. Just sort of wish I could meet up with someone here but the last time I did that was a disaster so probably not willing to try that mess again. -Getting a lot for my special week I've got planned and actually do have a tale idea I've been meaning to write for a while about the guest of honor. Do hope to write it but with how busy things have been in my world, who even knows anymore. -Anyone have the feeling of just being exhausted all the time as I have? I just seem to always get out there to do things and whatnot and end up sometimes taking not just one but two naps in my day! I know I'm not sleeping right and do try to but unfortunately it's just tough to know what
Random Musings - 4/5/24
-Just been mostly recovering after my trip home this week which is why I've been quiet; plus next week I'm going back to DC for the Cherry Blossom festival (and...well...it's DC, why not) which may explain why I haven't said much this time around. That and...considering all the stuff I need to concentrate on, it's hard to keep things focused without losing focus. -I'm thinking of maybe writing up something regarding relevance once again and why some characters and franchises tend to get more notice than others, but I'm not sure if anyone wants to hear me gripe more about why "The Black Cauldron" is ignored so I really can't bring myself to do it. I've annoyed enough people about my complaints and I know it's getting nowhere; but it isn't just about that but more about the ideas of "out of sight/out of mind" and how the "out of mind" element tends to harm those things and why many seem to not want more notice for things that things that aren't as popular or don't sell. It's just my
Random Musings - 3/26/24
-I am back home dealing with family for the week, and while part of me is happy to be home with the fact I'm able to help take care of my mom and just get a break from work, I just have to also deal with my sister and the massive fits she has for any and every little thing we do wrong. I can't touch the dishwasher because I don't know if it's clean or dirty and then she goes off about not putting anything in the dishwasher and "leaving her a mess". I go to get a half-pound of salads and she goes off claiming she wanted a full pound when mom said we had to save money since she was the one paying for it. It can't just be one way or the other, can it; plus considering I never know anything and try to adjust, it's still never enough. -Sometimes I want to write a story with a bit more depressing edge and I think I have a right to do it. I still like making the girl sexy or cute, but at the same time I just like the idea that not everything is within their control and not every girl
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- Yes you are.
- That's perfectly fine.
- As we are of you and your stuff.
- Always! It's a huge fanbase you have, accept it!
- Our club is quite large, y'know?
- Still you seem to fret a lot about the girls, are you sure you don't care?
- Speak for yourself
but you're right.
- We all need a little support and feedback, it is ok to ask for some, we all need pats on the back!
- Yes it is but also this is the obsessive/compulsive part of our lives, we can't help to keep creating and writing and be frustrated with every thing we type/draw or commission; such is our nature
As such, I usually wonder if things would change in the case fame gets to reach us, you know? Would it make all this worth having (more)? Would it supply more satisfaction and happiness? (that always seem to avoid us?)
- That's perfectly fine.
- As we are of you and your stuff.
- Always! It's a huge fanbase you have, accept it!
- Our club is quite large, y'know?
- Still you seem to fret a lot about the girls, are you sure you don't care?
- Speak for yourself
but you're right.- We all need a little support and feedback, it is ok to ask for some, we all need pats on the back!
- Yes it is but also this is the obsessive/compulsive part of our lives, we can't help to keep creating and writing and be frustrated with every thing we type/draw or commission; such is our nature
As such, I usually wonder if things would change in the case fame gets to reach us, you know? Would it make all this worth having (more)? Would it supply more satisfaction and happiness? (that always seem to avoid us?)